Sorry i haven't been updating very much. Still have alot going on at the moment and although i have been very positive all week, it all came crashing down again last night. To top it all off i was rushed to hosp this morning, turned out to be nothing serious so thats something i guess. Got the open day tomorrow and i am aren't prepared but i will try my best.
To be honest with you, i feel very very down at the moment, infact i spent about 4hrs crying in the hospital this morning. Michael was with me at the hospital this morning and we talked alot which is prob a good thing but unfortunately i can't see it getting any better between us. I am totally devastated but i am still trying to remain positive, as i know if he didnt want me he would just leave and wouldn't come back. I am doing everything i can to keep my family as i really will have nothing without them two.
Sorry for moaning on and i'll prob delete this post soon, but i have no 1 and i mean no 1 to talk to!